suShi day~

sushi day!!!
the best day ever!
sushi day~
this time we were on time...
but the shop was half open again...
and the door was locked...
hyMphMhHmmm
have to wait again....






the filling of the sushi were way more than sushi king's
sushi king always give little bit...==
maybe this is because it's a smaller shop?
or just sushi king is stingy~
summore almost same price also...


after that went to pavillion
for J.Co donut
wasn't my first time eatting that
but my first time to queue up and buy

a delicious, watery mouth day GONE

tmr, i have to go change my braces...

haiz... 2-3 days without nice food again

aIyoH! everything about food

no wonder i'm still having a tummy

don't hate me...

the title is JUST for not updating the blog...
it's not like i dun want to
just
too lazy to
HAH!
ok... fine... it's also a kind of dun want to
procrastinating like usual

okay!

NOW

let me update you with my holidays activities



i went genting with my college friends..
it was a wednesday!*first week of holiday
and it was real FUN!
i dared to play the roller coaster!
*for ur information~ i'm afraid of heights and the moment the rollercoaster falls down! HATE IT
it's also named "cork screw" up there
and i played twice!
both with strangers! haha
and i talked to both of them! XD
and basically i forced a guy to scream with me! and he did!
and the conversation goes like this

me: u sked or not?
guy: er... no
me: i very sked o....are u going to scream later?
guy: no
me: scream lar! scream with me. i'm sked and if u dun scream with me i will not dare to scream
guy: er... okay la... i scream with you

i know i know...i'm kinda stupid right! haha

and then i was afraid of the cable car! wth!
and it wasn't what i was afraid of the last few times!



AND then dun really remember anymore thing happend that week

then it comes to this week~
i was busy since wed again till fri...

WED-
went to six uni college in subang area for some info
went with a friend
just because UEC results came out and needed to get into studies
not me... my friends...
and i had to drive to six different places! although they are near by to each other

THURS-
went out with 2 of my friends
and guess what!
i was suppose to leave my house at 10
But~ i woke up at 11
wth right! i know!
we went for branch, the sing karaoke, dinner
and just these few events, i left my house for almost 12 hours...
OMG....

FRI-
went for ICE SKATING!
hahahahahahahha~
wanted to learn from a coach...
but due to my "not knowing what to do" and "hate to decide things" attitude
the learning plan failed~
maybe next time la...
and i fell down ONCE
not because i suck at skating
it's because the professional skater was practising her moves and there were too many ppl around
she banged me at my back
i couldn't balance and fell
*well, i dun really think anyone could actually balance and not fall
so.... my butt hurts, my hand hurts and now, my leg hurts too

and today~
my brother came home from singapore and is going back again tmr
i ate my tang yuan
i like it and it was better than last year
went to mid valley and sat at coffee bean again doing nothing


sOoOoOooooo....
i've already update for two weeks! hehe

AND! i'm now officially free for 24th of december...
if there's any party~ invite me pls...

tq~

and gud nite

exam's done!!!

exam is donE!!!
so NICE!!!
stress free now~
at least for this week!
and i'm off to genting on wed!!! yes!!!
so happy now!!
movies~ here i come!!

eXamSsss...Sss..sss

uHuh....
i'm back...
stress is still on
t6 has gone
left three on run

t6 was fine
every thing went well
just didnt know if i did right
but passing wont be a problem

the failing one would be t5
i guess im right
from not studying it


and


i hate it

壓力

救命啊！！！
現在很有壓力！
喘不過氣了！
我不要再聽到考試，讀書，考試，讀書！
不要再叫我讀書！！！
我真的很怕很怕了！！！
媽媽！你不要再叫我讀書了！
我很大壓力！
救命啊！！！
救救我！

swImmIng

YEs! i went swimming...
erm...exactly... swimming + playing in the water
was suppose to reach there by 8.30, but was late~
for like what! 10 minutes like that only la...
met up with jessica and dini...
walked to the front door of sun-u residence trying to go in, but the guard blocked us...
haiz...
din really want to talk to him,cause after talking to him sure cannot go in!
sad case.... humPh...
he din let us go in but we still manage to get in because he wasn't even looking at us when we were sitting on the bench behind the guard house!
we gathered, changed into swimming suits and went in the pool~
my GOD! the water is definetely cold lar!!! i was the last one to get myself wet!
just TOO COLD....
okay~ now i'm lazy to explain about the whole thing... go see dini or kelly ho's blog... the whole story is there....
but i have to say! SORRY brenda! because... i din mean to try to get ur phone wet!
it din really got wet la... but... i almost wet her hp! hehe
sorry!

毕业了！

毕业的不是我。。。
是你们~
我知道你们应该都不会来这里看的啦。。。
可是还是要写一下~
看着一个应该有我在里面的毕业典礼，心情很复杂。。。
很开心你们毕业了我也在那里看着，也很遗憾不能成为里面的一份子
以后不能一次看见你们全部人了，要真的聚在一起也难
以后呢想找一个借口回学校也不能了
不能再看见你们了
以后大家各分东西，走着自己的路，踏上自己人生的旅途！
很开心你们能让我参与，真的谢谢你们！
我没有哭哦！我很坚强吧！其实，只是该哭的都已经哭过了，没有你们那么伤心罢了
你们的笑声，你们的疯癫，你们的声音，你们的拥抱，我都会永远记住的！

bReaK~

i'm tired...
give me a break!
so tiring these days...
every single day, i feel tired~
dun want to get out of the bed...
i just love how it smells! XD
no lar~ joking jer~
actually, i love how it feels~ hehe... big, soft, comfortable, with my beloved pillows, bolster, blanket.... okay~ i boast enough about it now!

it'll be happy enough getting in my blog hence no more bad dreams for me okay! =)







OH!



btw



remember i told you i need a break?







i'm in it NOW~ X)

emoING

oh gosh~ looks like i sound a bit emo...
haiz... cause i was real angry that time? hehe


i think i should stop blogging for sometime...
exam is coming and i am still not studying...
haiz! i should have started very early

and


now...
have to

study

study

study


not joking~ but hope i can do what i say~ hehe



now i can find an excuse to not update my blog! wahahaha

i'm pisSed!

okay! i'm pissed now!
now! i'm just the non important person in the home!
the important one is the one who will share his problems and telephone back home!
yes! i'm not so important after all!


just because i'm here his there!


FINE!

i know!!! i'm just the manja girl...
who always make nonsense...
who also bring problem...
who also have stupid ideas...
who also have stupid dreams ...
who wants to do dangerous thing like car racing that will most probably risk her health and life...
who will never share her problems or even just seek for opinion...
who will never remember to call back home when she is out somewhere far...
who's not able to make her own decisions on her own even she is a 18 now...
who's not going to be able to live some place except HER HOME ...
who's not going to be able to live alone..
etc etc


if i can die like that easily, then i am risking my life now just because of living U KNOW! it's so dangerous in this world with dieases, inccidents, accidents, etc etc! i would probably die the NEXT FREAKING SECOND!

just have to follow the path u choose! everything u think is GOOD! AND how dare u tell ppl u are giving me 100% freedom when i cannot even go out late, clubbing, drinking, travel on my own...even playing snooker is BAD!

U never knew that doing like this will make our relatives laugh at me!
and i dun like to be laughed at! DO YOU EVER KNOW THAT! i hate to be laughed at! i SERIOUSLY HATE THAT
i'm so protected that they even call me WWF(a non profitable organistion who protects animals)
I HATE WHO I AM!
i hate that i cannot decide my life
i hate that i don't know what i want
i hate that u are making me so materialistic until i know money is not everything but without money i'm nothing
i hate that i'm actually studying something that i put it in the "NOT TO DO" list when i'm small
i hate that i dun have my own choice
i hate that i'm so lost and dun even know who i am
i hate that i can't concentrate when i need to study like NOW
i hate that i never ever get praised when i get 100 marks for my exam
i hate that you said that 100 marks was what i was suppose to do
i hate that i'm having a so comfortable life until i'm so lost in no where!
i hate that i cannot argue with you and will start having tears
i hate that i will just simply start to cry when i am suppose to tell you my thoughts of my choice
i hate that u also think that you are the best model for others
i hate that u never knew that you were wrong
i hate that u think i'm actually liking what i'm doing
i hate that i'm not as smart as him
i hate that we are all going to end up the same
i hate that i'm going to step into the boring office life with countless of OTs
i hate that i cannot even choose what i want!
i hate that i know what you want me to be/do
i hate that my life is already sort of setted by you
i hate that i have to graduate so young and start working
i hat that i'm such a good girl when i am young
i hate that i cannot disobey what you tell me to do
i hate that i cannot support my own life to do what i want
i hate that i'm hating so many things already and it is not all






i hate everything in my life now!
i have no targets to achieve
i have no motivation to push me to study and i know money as the motivator is already not enough
i DUN KNOW WHAT I WANT
i want to just slack around until i know what i want! DO YOU EVER KNOW THAT







NOW! i even hate that i'm writing this over here and let everyone see this and know i'm such a clueless person for this 18 years i lived!



and hate that i just posted this...

tIred...

today i had a class at 8am and was suppose to get out at 7,
but guess what
i WOKE UP at 7....

luckily i wasn't that late...
just a little bit late...
HuH... and i'm not to latest one to reach...
that's a big relief to me....

everything was fine until i start to feel seepy...
oMg... class can't be that boring!!!
yesterday wasn't how come today???
gosh... i quickly went home just for my pretty NAP....^^
halfway through, it RAINED heavily....
GOSH.... i really hate driving in rain, especially when i'm SLEEPY!!!

still i managed to get home safe.... hehe....

reached home, ate, watched tv and decided to read a book~
the stupid phone din rang for the that long period of time...

UNTIL i really can't open my eyes i went for THE nap
my freaking itiodic stoopitt phone start ringing...


sleeping...started my sweet dream.... THEN ring ring, ring ring ring.....
fine... first time... i'll pick it up....

then fall back to sleep....start dreaming again...THEN ring ring, ring ring...
@$&($&^*@ picked it up again....

then... i slept and dream again... it rang AGAIN!!!
it din end!
i went to sleep again and it just RANG again!!!!

when my parents came back it just dun ring... and when their gone i'm all alone... it will just basically ring and ring and ring and ring!!!
especially when i want to have a great comfortable enjoyable sweet NNNNNAAAAAPPPPP!

pls!!! giv me a break OKAY!!! i need my nap! suckers!!! dun phone my house when i'm sleeping!!! i hate you people and i will curse you to death!!! damn you!!!

it just simply happens ALL THE TIME!


maybe next time i will just simply pull off the telephone line, turn off my hp just for the peace for that little while~~

oFfIciaLly 18 !!!

wahaha~
i'm officially 18 now!!!
i can do thing leagally now!!!
wahahah...
things like...
drinking?
erm...
other i duno la... i know drinking yer~ XD

but still~
i'm 18 now... hehe



thx guys for celebrating, greating, presents, etc etc...
THANKS ~

thX LL kelly~ XD

for tagging me...
at least~ something to update with!

The Golden Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how they relate to the questions.
5. Tag at least 5 people.



1. How are you feeling today?- complicated, avril lavigne
erm...went shopping with parents today was suppose to go out on 10 but went out on 10.30. REASONS? it's complicated~*blink

2. If someone says, “Is this okay?” You say?-realised, Clobie Caillat
realised that... it'll be okay~

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?- free, elva 萧亚轩
it's free!!!!

4. Will you get far in life?-contagious, avril lavigne
erm... can someone tell me what contagious means?

5. What do you think about very often?-择偶条件(dunno how to translate this one), penny戴佩妮
oh crap! u just got me! sHhh... dun tell others... okay?

6. What is 2 + 2?- 挂在半梦半醒之间(half dreaming half awake), penny
eRrr... just like that lar! yor~

7. What's your best friend's theme song?
i accidentally erased this one when i was doing the spacing and din even realised~ so... cannot suddenly add some answer to this... so.... i think ppl tagged by me... you better dun forget about this question!!!

8. What is the story of your life?- 听袁惟仁弹吉它(listening to yuan wei ren play guitar),she
haha! it's actually quite inspiring of the lyric of the song

9. What is/was your high school like?-中国话(chinese),she
oH! u got me right~

10. What is your motto?-tell me why, nicky李玖哲
hahaha! it's always why why why

11. What’s the best thing about your friends?-angel, leona lewis
they are really my angels in my life =) luBbb... U~

12. What do you think of the person you like?-台北21度C(taipei 21 degree celcious), evan蔡旻佑
haha! it's where evan lives!!!! his my hubbY~ hahaha

13. What do you want to be when you grow up?- 未知数(unknown(the title of the song)), penny tai
it's just so true sometimes

14. What do you think of when you see the person you like?- the 1st time ever i saw ur face, leona lewis version
hmMM... the lyrics relates so good with this question! XD

15. Describe your grandparents.- homeless, leona lewis
IT IS SO NOT TRUE! they have place to live OKAY! HuHh... i'm offended! o.O

16. How's your life going?- everything back but you, avril lavigne
yes... my soul is not back yet~

17. What is your biggest fear?-LoVe ,elva
quite true? i usually doesn't know who i like, BUT i do know who i dun like okay!!!

18. What will be played at your funeral?- bleeding love, leona lewis
hahaha, so sad right~ i'm DEAD~ haha

19. What is your hobby/interest?-girlfriend, avril lavigne
oh GOSH~ i'm so gay *ops

20. Will you have a happy life?-飘着(floating), stephanie孙燕姿
it landing soon~

21. What do your friends really think of you?- in the beginning, evan
er.... we're still friends after the beginning?? right guys???

22. Do people secretly lust after you?-the best u never had, leona lewis
LUST means what???

23. How can you make yourself happy?-冲动(urge(that's what i found in the net!)), elva
HOW TO LINK??

24. Will you ever have children?-希区考克特作品152(alfred hitchcock's work 152) , evan
as what i found in the net, hitchcock is film director. he make mystery film~ therefore, the answer will be a mystery! wakaka

25. What song would you strip to?- 没有人要的孩子(a child that no one wants), evan
strip to?? means what? take off my clothes??? U CARZY AR!

26. What does your mom think of you?- hot, avril lavigne
ma thinks i'm HOT! *wink joking jer

27. What do you think of your parents?-honey honey honey, elva
u just dunno how much i love them~

28. What is your deep, dark secret?-better in time, leona lewis
eR~ i'll get better after some time??? Uh~ such an ackward explanation

29. What is your enemy's theme song?-complicated, avril lavigne
stOoopitTt...

30. What will you dance to at your wedding?-i'll be there, elva
dun worry~ i wont runaway.....i GuEss?






uHhhh~ i'm done at last~~~ why so many questions!!!! aiyor ~~
actually... i just found out... some song really do related very good!!!
i guess i listen to GREAT songs after all!!! hahahahha
okay~ i'm going to tag now~
1.yin sze
2.kelly ho
3.elaine
4.....
5.....

aiya~ dunno who to tag lar!

i'M doNe~

yee ha!!!
mock is OVER~~

i screwed it~
cause i din study~
but... who cares?


what i do care now~~
pls~ i have to study hard to exam in december NOW~

no more procrastination~~

REALLY!!!








i hope i can do so~




haha~

so now HOLIDAY officially starts...
i mean... a one week holiday~
hehe


i'm looking forward!!!!


HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3~~
MAMMA MIA...
EAGLE EYE


and...
so many movies....






just waiting for me~~ ^^




yeeha!!

boreD~

i'm bored~
tmr is MOCK

and

i'm still here
posting a new post

t3,t4,t5 will be domed...

i'll be failing...
can't even know what to crap about in the paper
i haven started studying
like what my friends did
(1-2 weeks ago)
i didn't

and

no one believes me
everyone thinks i'm bullshiting
everyone thinks i'm just joking
just no one believes me

and the truth is

i'm haven even started studying now
i hate it~
just~ believing me is just so hard~
so? does that means i'm not a truthful person?

i don't know
maybe i should just shut up~
KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT

right?

but!







i want to study, but i can't~
no MOTIVATION

picture story

i'mlazytotype...
letthepicturetellthestory
nonarrationswillbegiven

rainbow

today class was untill 6.30 but mr.jana let us go 15 mins early!
so nice of him~
but... there were traffic jam...
serious jam... haix....
i wonder why sometimes jam, sometime dun have jam...
maybe it started to rain... that's why






and the best part of all

i saw rainbow....

it's so beautiful!

one end of the rainbow

the whole rainbow

the other end

it's so beautiful!
i really can't remember when i last saw it...
i know... i know... u'll want to say it's because of my bad memory!
XD

well! i think i'll have to admit it~

because! today....
while i was walking to the college from the car park...
this stroke to my mind "OMG! did i lock my car or not!"
but i walked like about 5 mins edi...
and it's still early, so i went to class put my books and bag
then i walked back to my car...with a CD
when i reached my car,

it's LOCKED!

so, i opened it, put the CD and then locked it again and also pulled the car door~
just to strength my memory of locking the doors!


really dunno what to comment on what i'd done~
XD
so stupid!

neRvouS...

exam is going to be here soon... i dun like this...
guess what... today i went to popular...
KL lee rubber that branch...
it had a sale for up to 70% discount...
because they are renovating and today is that last day...
i rushed there... bought pens, file and book...
OH MY! that's costy! >.< color="#ff9900">of the MOCK exam that's coming in i think 8 days
because i talked about you today
because my wall is leaking when heavy rain come and i just renovated my room! WTH
because i can't see you anymore anywhere
because i'm not studying and i finshed a book i bought today
because i'm thinking of someone i can't forget
because my bed got wet of the leakage
because i'm scared that you'll hate/ignore me for what i said
because i dun have the feel to study
because i just can't let you go off my mind
because i bang my car and a small part was out of shape
because i'm afraid i cannot forget you
because my room is not tidy, clean and still a mess
because i can't chat with you like before anymore
because i'm tired o myself for being a coward
because dun have the courage to call or even sms someone
because...... of you...




and i dun like them
i dun feel good not...
i think i am going to suffer as i'll will have problem sleeping today


how am i gonna study with you in my mind?
someone please help me...
or if i go see you? will it be better?

tagged...

GreaT... i'm tagged... by LL kelly....


1. Who are you?
a human being like you...

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
i dun have boyfriend now lar..... u tell me la.. who more important....

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
er... quite often when i am really sad..... and dissapointed....
that's bad... i know

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
nope.... i'm lack of it.... give me some pls

5. How many babies you want?
depends... 2-3 i think... but my mum ask me dun have any...

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
means what? HOPE? i know rainbow is nice... beautiful...

7. What is your goal for this year?
pass my exam... slim down before i go for vacation....

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
er... not now....

9. What's a perfect boyfriend like to you? (List 10)
handsome, cares about me, smart, bright guy, have good future, nice, outgoing, have a pair of pretty eyes, romantic, kind

10. What feeling do you love most?
know that i'm important to my friends...

11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
eyes that attract me? someone who loves me for who i am....

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people you hate ?
firstly, tell me the reason you hate me... and if i do hate you too, then... forget about being friends... it's no way we can be friends... u passed my limits! GET LOST!

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
i DO! how about you?

14. What does flying means to you?
superman?

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
money, do what i want to do with the support of my parents by not saying i'm silly, stupid, idiot, wasting my time for doing such a thing, no worrys for the rest of my life

16. Who's hotter?Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?
erm... who are they???

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
bright, nice, thoughtful, great, hardworking

18. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
erm, i dunno... can't think of any now

19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
when i'm born... BUT come on lar... that's impossible right!

20. What are your fear(s)?
BUGS, WORMS, HEIGHTS(dun ask me to play things that goes up and down), FAILING EXAMS, BEING HATED, FOR BEING SO SHORT AND FAT


Instructions: Tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

People i tagged :
1)audrey TBC
2)yin sze
3)kimcurly
4)shu xian
5)eng yew
6)emily
7)freda
8)dini

people i tag... pls do the tag... PLS

hanDbAgs...

holiday is over...
college start like 4 days ago...
technically... it's going to be 5....
i dun like it... neither anyone i know...
college is fun, but exams are boring...
i HATE them!
i HATE what i'm doing~
well... technically... that was what i dun want to end up with when i'm kid...
and NOW! after t5 class today... being an internal auditor, u might be kidnapped/robbed/killed/hated/etc etc bad things will happen... i hate it more!
that's because they check one everyone's work! everyone! small little errors will be caught and people making them will hate auditors...
this is just because THEY CAN'T CHEAT!
NO MORE EASY MONEY!


pls... i know everyone wants easy things...
BUT! you get them by cheating everyone, please... u'll pay for it okay and btw... u'll make other people suffer...
WAKE UP people!
the economic is so damn freaking bad just because of greedy people!
it's time to wake up! get back to the old days...
WHERE ARE PEOPLE'S PURE HEART...
U WERE BORN WITH THEM... DUN LOSE IT!

okay....














i know i crapped too much up there...

come back to today's topic...




HANDBAGS!

XD


http://www.handbagplanet.com/


get a free handbag there...
yinx emailed me once i think...(just based on my memory)
i think someone else did that too...
but i din care about it much...
since i'm not studying now... and i thinking going to bed a little later....
i'll just try on it! XD
a free handbag...
i stand a chance to win it,
(i hardly win free things, that makes me think i need to work hard to get whatever i want!)



how great can that be!
go take a look here okay!
If... iF! u really get it, maybe u can giv it to ur friends, mum, or even USE it... haha!

go and try ur luck! XD
who knows... u might be lucky!

miSs.inG

i miss my friends...
college friends...
secondary school friends...
primary school friends...
even tuition friends...

i miss LL, ELL, kelly, dini, brenda, elaine, emily, etc, etc
i miss audrey, yinx, may may, lena, jiahui, etc, etc
i miss all of you!!! =(

missing people is not good for health okay~
no wonder i'm always so unhealthy~ XD
audrey, yinx when are we going out har??
haiz...


when can i see all my friends once... all together?

l.o.V.e

just now...
this suddenly came to my mind...

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LOVE~

people who love you will always love you...
theyll never not love you for what you had said

BUT
people who don't love will be really angry
and
will even hate you for little things that you do...

of course... dun try the patience of the people who love you too much
few times is OKAY... i think
but too much... it may get bad effect... you will not want that if you really care for them
don't you...


just like your beloved family and your friends... RIGHT??

this just suddenly came to my mind...
some little little mini thoughts of mine...
enjoy~



waiting for someone to love me~ i'm ready to love! XD

DyinG...

dying slowly...
because of t5...
still can't remember a thing...
GREAT!



and i still have time to blog here... >.<>
no wonder my exam always fails
i never wants to study...
no motivation at all...

weird....

see! that's what happens when i change to blogspot to be like my friends...
(if u dunno what i'm talking about... see the chat box)
and my other friends will feel weird....

always... these kind of things happens...
i change for one... the other one will feel weird...
i'm thinking... WHAT SHOULD I DO to satisfy people...
then slowly... i start to do things to satisfy people but not me myself...
slowly my life is about people but not me...
really... i found this out....
i start to feel now... my friends dun need me...
it's just me the one who is doing things and still think they need me...
but in the end... they dun really need me anywhere...
me... is the one always left out...
OR i rather say... i'm the one not joining them?
me myself... i dunno...
to them... i'm the other big group of people, not the small group of "i need u" people
i might feel sad but in the end... my conclusion is...
i'm the one who thinks too much...

NOW...
i would like to start on the i want, i want., i want situation...
i want to change it...
i would now rather be a freaking selfish person who only care about myself...
i would only want to know about me...
i shall not be afraid of being alone in a group of people...
suddenly i'm thinking... i dun need to entertain people...
i just need to entertain myself...
i know i won't ever try to hurt myself...
how would u hurt urself? tell me...
I is the important thing now...
friends? HA! it still depends...


ps: i know might sound a bit emo... but the truth is... who dun sometimes sound emo?

Happy BirthDAy~ LL kelly tan

yeah! today's a HOLIDAY!
i was suppose to be home~
i was suppose to be sleeping till afternoon and do whatever i want!
BUT i have to go to the dentist~ HAIZ~ yer~
the greatest dentist ever!
i went to him on monday because the wire of the braces came off and had to fix it back~
everything was great UNTIL it end up POKING my mouth and i know it's going to be a ulser!
it hurts u know!
NOW! i have 3 ulsers... how GREAT~ haiz...
only got home with my parents at 5 something~
my PIG time gone... my FUN time gone... *sob sob

nvm... one holiday gone... that'll nothing serious... haha
haven update for 7 days edi...
just because i DUN HAVE time....
u believe? haha
i'll try to have sometime to update okay~ hehe

AND

tadadada!

TODAY
IS

LL KELLY TAN's BIRTHDAY!

happy birthday!!!
and we gave a surprise party yesterday~ XD
not gonna write it all over again... and i'm not really good in writing u know~
go to brenda, dini or elaine's blog to see the whole story okay?


got ta go now! BYE~

tagged by dear kelly HO~

thanks for remembering to tag me...>.<''
shouldn't have go to ur blog... XD
sry to others if u'd tagged me but i din do the tag....

1. Six people to tag:
-yin sze
-audrey
-chea ying
-ei! my friends dun come read my blog... and those who come... done this tag edi lar...

2. Six things I’m passionate about:
-myself
-to be good in ONE if the sports that i know
-jeans that fits me good
-get a good rest after stressing myself
-the handsome guy i saw today!
-definetely FOOD

3. Six things I say too often:
-what the....
-shit(i know it's not nice but still it just comes out of my mouth)
-harRRr....
-dunno edi la... if u know u tell me la
-do uactually know that i'll just smile back to u if i dun hear what u said
-...

4. Six books I’ve read recently:
-t3
-t4
-t5
-t6
-one piece(it's actually a comic... found it on the dining table)
-books that are related for malaysian studies assignment(global warming punya summore)

5. Six songs I listen to again and again:
-prisoner of love(japanese song! i just LOVE it)
-take a bow(rihanna)
-love song(dunno whose one... always heard it in radio)
-stop and stare
- arvil lavigne's songs~ i just never get bored with her songs!
-others i forgot the name edi la!

6. Six things I learnt in the past year:
-try to follow my heart even though i really CARE about what people say especially my parents... it's just so hard for them to support what i want and i really dun have the will to challenge them
-really need to study damn fxxking hard now edi lar! CAT a... dun study?? DIE la...
-exercise more la.... to get healthy and keep fit! muahaha
-i really have to reaction to those guys that people say they are handsome and good looking but i dun find them really that nice... but for those whom i see handsome! i'll go crazy! XD
-i really need my friends around... without them i'm just not me... for those whom i dun see so often now~ i really really missed u guys....
-having someone who drives u everywhere u want is really a good thing... driving is tiring sometimes...


ps: hope my answers answered the questions.... sometimes i just too "good" enough to give wrong answers... just like what i "cleverly" did for exams....

unKnown tiTle...

dunno put what title for this post...
very lazy to update myblog....even though it's just one simple post
just dunno what to write about...
not like my friends they can write very very well and super duper interesting...
haiz...
maybe that's why i can't write my essays during exam...
and they are always dreathfully low marks...

today... we dun have t3 class... so happy~
class will now end at 1.30 on tuesdays~ ^^
and friday will also only start on 11.30!
i get to sleep now~
after class today... went to eat at orange... still dun like there...
every time when come back from there sure smell oily... haiz
but.... no place to eat edi... only orange, medan, cafeteria....
and today... at last... B knows how which one is yee mee and which one is ban mee...
hahaha... XD hope she still remembers it and know what to order the next time...
and! we saw a girl playing the rubiks cube and someone was teaching her!!!
wanted to go and ask her to teach me also~ haiz... why i still cannot solve it? aih~
after eating went to library with kelly ho, jettkyii, brenda to finish the slide for the presentation tmr...
just hope it'll not be tmr~
*pray pray pray....

and dunno why these days class are still the same,
BUT
i felt sleepy and closed my eyes to REST!
just canot open my eyes....
and my jaw is hurting and my eye feel damn dry!
gerRr....it's like i start to become sick... i duno want!!!
PT2 is end of the month lar! YeR....
better wish to be more healthy and strong!!! =)


ps: time passes very fast... people known each other quite well now... true colours show... we accept what we accept and hate what we hate, but we're still FRIENDs...right? XD

and there might be people who start to hate me or dun like me...who knows...

blindfold my future

i'm studying CAT now....
when i finished CAT... i will go to ACCA
in case u people don't know...
after if i get to graduate ACCA i'll be working and will be an accountant...
or... if u want, u can also be finicial counsellor or whatever thing related to what u studied la...
if dun want... can also be a boss geh...

as u can see... the above will be my future....
what my parents think of....
it's planned so nice.... not a flaw...
BUT guess what!
when i was a kid...
i told everyone i din want to become an accountant...
i DUN want to become an accountant!
i want to do something that is not related to accounts....
when i was in secondary school, i went to study in commerce class....
and now college i cannot do engineering, doctor or whatever that is related to science...
and, my science sucks...
so... when i finished my SPM still thinking about it...
ask my parents what to study they suggest those pre-U and CAT~
they'll tell me accountancy is better...
better future, better pay, better blah blah blah...
when i tell them i thought of studying psychology
they tell me! u know what job u'll be getting?
after grad. will get lower pay, dunno how's the future and blah blah blah... lots of unknown will be there....
i'm a materialistic person... money goes first in this world, so do i
i know money is not everything... but everything needs money...
that's what i was thinking about...
and now... i'm studying CAT and i have thoughts about it...
when it get harder i'll think...
am i in the right course? isit meant for me? do i really want this?
so many questions are bugging me...
really confused and dunno what is my future...
really hate to be unknown~

haPpy birThday emily~~~

yesterday after class we went to play squash!
it's not really that hard to play~
but to be a pro! it's hard!
when i play with kelly ho and her very pro friends....
gosh! i din even get to hit the ball they serve!
at the end of the game.... i knew how to serve! haha!
and i liked it! it's better that volleyball to me!
after that we went to brenda's hostel, bath and then went to red box!
we started to sing and wait for emily and ashley~
half way when we're singing~ they came!
the music was turned off and ashley bring emily in with her eyes closed~
then when ashley took off the blindfold... we start singing birthday songs to her~
the surprise for emily is definetely sucessful! XD
i went home at 11.30
and when i reached... get scolded...
>.<

btw~
happy birthday emily!!!

loving is caring

watched a japanese tv series~
haven finished it yet~
hope i can finished it quickily~
because
i have to start studying again!
CAT... nerd programme
i have to turn into a nerd!
and
OF COURSE.... nerds are now a very trendy thing to be!
if you want to trendy, be a nerd!! =)
muahaha! XD




loving~ loving is hard~~~i guess~
expecially when you love someone u weren't suppose to fall in love
can't do anything but just look at them
u will not dare to be too close but u dun want to be too far away~
u hope they will pay attention to you even though it is just for like 1 sec.
u hope to go through everything with them but you can't
so sad right!
haiz~
so! my advise~ better dun love someone you weren't suppose too!
if u are now~ then!
bad for you lor! hahaha!

okay! i better go to bed now~ it's kinna late edi

CheErs for the 1st

ended pt1 yesterday~ it's just as bad as u can imagine...
it sucked... i totally ruined it~
sad case for me... huh~
nvm just cheer up now and wait till i get te result and mourn them

watch SEXANDTHECITY at night and i LOVED it~
love love love their friendship~
when someone has a problem, other will be there!
if u do have friends like that u really have to cherish it!
u won't know when u'll need them and when they need u~
if u don't have then... i'll advice u to love urself more~

guess i'll just write till here~
i know it's short but! at least i started a new blog~
and it's over here~ blogspot~ as ur wishes~


done for now....



xoxo