do you know yourself?

do u know who u are?
i know i don't really know myself
but i do know i'm 19 this year
wow... big edi huh~
that's what i thought
for me... 19
i haven got drunk
i haven had a relationship with anyone for more than a month
i haven went to a bar, pub, disco, etc

i'm gonna pass my teen age...
ah... i'm gonna be an adult edi...
haven done anything crazy yet...

i'm just such a rational person i think...
i know what i'm doing sometimes...
i just wont put myself into trouble when i dun want to
but when i want to... i really get myself some crap all around
i just know what i'm doing...
why? i'm just a pussy cat who afraid of trouble...
i'm not brave... that's all

and what i do know abt me is...
i hate ppl controlling me...
why? try being under control of ur parents for 19 years and u know it'll not stop there
u wont want ur friends, relatives, teachers, any more other ppl to do that too...
i found out i really get angry sometimes...
angry like wth, it's none of ur business type of angry
stupid right?

迷惑

迷惑又來了。。。
很煩。。。
考試又來了。。
很煩。。。
真的很不想考試。。。
真的。。。
突然很想聼聼尊孔朋友的聲音。。。
很想念你們。。。
你們在哪裏？
爲什麽我找不到你們？
每次遠遠的看到你們，追上去的時候已經不見了。。。
明明就在眼前又消失了。。。
很害怕。。。
很害怕會失去你們。。。
爲什麽大家都分開了呢？
告訴我。。。
告訴我我是不是不應該離開的。。。
結果傷害的只是自己
傷得太重了，很痛

YoyoyO~

happy chinese new year!

how's ur angpow fortune?

mine looks okay...^^

best time of the year RIGHT!!!

i gambled! did you??

the chinese tradision!

muahahha~

urh... and my weight...

it broke the machine!

>.<

i'm now officially overweight...

my tummy is causing me problems...

HUNGER

ok...

i updated not because of CNY

just because i thought about this just now

going over to england after CAT

sounds so impossible...

look so impossible...

why? the cause of the financial crisis~

aih... i know what u're gonna say

JiangWen u so rich~ why cannot...

HELLO... me.. not rich...

my daddy... not rich also...

if i'm rich, do u think i'll still be here by now?

i should be in somewhere like ausi, NewZ, UK, USA already...

just my parents were clever enough to save for my education

and not gamble nor waste off the money

doesn't make me rich...

uH~ how i hope it would lar~

why just money can't give birth to money?