negativity

I really dun like the negativity in me.
But I really do hate where I am heading.
Why cant you guys just see it and give me a break?
How hard is it to give me a break?
You just rather have me wasting all my time on studying.
I'm feeling that you just rather have me wasting time on dragging on graduation by failing more and more papers.
You just rather have me feel bad about myself, my laziness.
Just never want to know the source of all these.
You just want to solve things without knowing the reason.
I'm just wondering. How the hell are you going solve them?
You think you know what is best for me.
You just wants me to do whatever you think is right and not let me try something else and taste the failure of it so I will go to the right track.


FML!